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A single sentence 

07 Monday Nov 2016

Posted by chloegrace219 in abandonment, Abuse, Childless momma, Complex Post Traumatic Disorder, Coping, Cruelty, Daddy, damage, Darlene H., Darlene Higgins, destroyed, devastation, Domestic violence, emotional vampires, evil, family, Fears, Friends, hopeless, Lexi and Savannah, loneliness, loss, Mark D., Mark DeDeaux, Narcissistic mother, Narcissists suck, Parental Alienation Syndrome, senseless cruelty, Sociopath Mother, Sociopathic games, sociopaths, Survivor, The Golden Child vs the Scapegoat, Uncategorized

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abuse, blame, challenge, destruction, donestic violence, parental alienation, psychopaths, scapegoat, surviving

Some days I want so badly to scream my story from the rooftops and just throw every sordid (and possibly boring!) detail into the air like confetti .

Other days, I wish there were even one person in my life who knew it all already and I wouldn’t have to struggle with words and sordid (or boring!) facts and stories at all.  I realize at this late stage in the game after all the damage has been done and my eyes have finally and painfully been pried wide open to the truths of it all,that is no longer a feasible possibility or option. 

So I challenged myself to try to wrap the whole thing up in one sentence…just one solitary sentence that might somehow encompass the feel of the whole thing.  The entirety and bitter irony of my entire life to this exact point in time. 

And this is my sentence:

They cut off my wings then crucified me because I couldn’t fly… and blamed me that I couldn’t grow them back from their mangled feathery bloody stub-bits that were  left behind. 

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